Women’s Only: How I Have Learned to Love My Body Through CrossFit

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by CICILY BILECKI

Beauty in Strength

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Quick back story: The whole reason why I got into CrossFit is that I actually met a cute CrossFitter at a bar. I hit on him, we started dating, and he gave me my first sip of the CrossFit Kool-Aid.

“Watch this video,” said the cute CrossFit boy from Indiana.

It was in this video that I saw Jackie Perez for the first time in an all women’s CrossFit video called Beauty in Strength.

Finally, I stopped worrying about being skinny and just focused on what I do have control over: eating clean, lifting, sleeping properly and drinking enough water.
Over the past few years, I have always admired Jackie Perez, a world-renowned CrossFitter, who is known for her beauty and strength. She was one of the women who inspired me to join CrossFit.

I loved everything they said, but one line in the video really hit home. Jackie shared, “I was just trying to be skinny…It wasn’t getting me anywhere.”

That is exactly how felt. Finally, I stopped worrying about being skinny and just focused on what I do have control over: eating clean, lifting, sleeping properly and drinking enough water.

My weight goals now don’t involve me on a scale, but they do involve calculating how much weight I am putting on a bar.

Watching all these beautiful and strong women inspired me to love my body too and find my own strength again. Maybe one day I would rock my own short shorts like Jackie Perez.

It wasn’t till just prior to this year’s CrossFit Open that I decided I wasn’t going to wait on being a certain weight before rocking those shorts.

So I marched myself into Lululemon and bought my first pair of “Jackie” shorts and wear them on days when I need a little extra inspiration and motivation.

With my second CrossFit Open approaching, I decided I was going to channel my inner Jackie in my new favorite work out shorts.

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I felt sexy. I felt strong. I no longer cared what other people thought of me.

My weight goals now don’t involve me on a scale, but they do involve calculating how much weight I am putting on a bar.
If anyone had an issue with my body, they could kiss my a** while I was busy PRing my overhead squat in my second CrossFit Open.

Do I have a Jackie body? Of course not. I am not delusional. However, I sure as hell am proud of what my body has not only accomplished over the last two years, but over the course of my lifetime. Why would I hide that from the world?

Who cares if I have cellulite or a little belly? I am healthy and strong; that is all that should matter.

I love my little pink shorts because it reminds me that I no longer need to give a damn what the rest of the world thinks of my body. All that matters is that I respect it, care for it and love it unconditionally.

I’m not skinny.

I’m not fat.

I’m a CrossFit athlete. Now THAT is beautiful.

Read more from Cicily Bilecki on her blog Sweet Cicily. Follow her on Twitter at @CicilyBilecki.

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